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/... over time I became more and more aware that life makes us all cruel... uncaring and selfish creatures... my view on things became more rigid... and the right... looking at all this analyzing more and more convinced... and every day my reasoning is growing... what he said... dreamed about... about the sublime ethereal fairy love... the princes... the princes though - gentlemen... the fabulous life isn't for us??... or we don't for the fabulous life??.../