Он забыл уж твои руки, Он забыл твой нежный взгляд , Он не помнит твои губы, И духов не помнит аромат.
Он однажды, мимолётно, Вспомнит, что была она, Но зачем? Куда пропала? Не узнает никогда!
Не подумает он даже, Что могли быть вместе вы. Что могли в троём-семьёю Замечательно прожить!
Где теперь ты? Что случилось? Ни друзья, ни брат, Ни мать Не узнают никогда...]]>Sat, 21 Jul 2007 17:48:38 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=12742Eh... dolgo sochenjal :)
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor)I'm too responsible for my age and for other people. No matter who you are to me, i'll always try to be there for you. I take care of others, even when i can't even take care of myself. I can't balance life at all, either i put too much into one thing, and not enuff in another. It's always going to stay that way.
Don't get involved with me if you don't like emotional people. or if you can't handle the truth.
Life has sent me thru many different paths, and each time i go thru one, i always get a taste of the ones before, your life can never go straight forward, and you can never forget the past.
I'm a really strange person, and honestly, i can't even understand myself sometimes. I always say stuff off the top of my head, but when it comes to people that mean the most to me, you will get what comes from my heart.
I work too hard, I party too hard, I try with people too hard, and I get hurt too easily.
But anyways, this thing is getting long, that's pri]]>Fri, 20 Jul 2007 00:42:30 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=11535День рождения
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor) Хочу выложить свои мысли насчет этого праздника. Не пойму, почему мы будучи более в здравом уме и памяти ждём что-то от родителей? А? Когда это их праздник! Вы слышали крик младенца? А я вот несколько дней назад слышал. Боже! Это не передать словами. Я теперь знаю как звучит мелодия новой жизни, надежды. Именно так, как кричит младенец. Стоп, я ушел от темы. Так вот, Почему мы ждём подарок? Я считаю, что это мы должны накрывать поляну и дарить родителям подарки. Кому ещё? Своим друзьям, которые так сильно влияют на нас, нашу жизнь. Чтож. думаю что подонки тоже влияют, но их наврятле стоит приглашать.
Кстати, я тоже подонок. Совсем недавно им стал. Плюнул в душу одному из самых близких людей в моей жизни. Как? В порыве эмоций. Ммм! Эгоизм, злость, ревность. Это одно и тоже... Рвите с корнем эту гадину! Наши близкие люди страдают от этого.
Вот так вот меня накрывает. И надеюсь это не конец. Надеюсь я смогу изменить себя. Выжечь эту чернуху. Нет, это мысли н]]>Fri, 08 Jun 2007 13:08:23 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=10757Grudge
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor)urami wo mae ni... ZUTAZUTA ni saite subete wo ubaitoru hodo ni... I hate you...
Break Down... I'll deny your existence... Wake up... my bursting blood... I throw you down and down to the dept... Until I die or you die... or until this world ends yugamu koe de I say to you... "and die, fucker die!!"
uzukidashite doro no you na shuuchaku wo eguridasu... A dirty grudge... kienai fukaku... mukidashi no akui ga sono chi ga kareru made... I suffer... cause of you...
Break Down... I'll deny your existence... Wake up... my bursting blood... I throw you down and down to the dept... Until I die or you die... or until this world ends kyoufu no naka nakisakebu ga ii... yugamu koe de I say to you "and die, fucker die!!"
x xxx xxx... xxxx xxx... Breakdown... All of you... Breakdown... disgusted... Breakdown... sensation... Breakdown... The whole world!!...
Break Down... I'll deny yo]]>Wed, 16 May 2007 10:58:43 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=10756Garnet..
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor)[Save Me From The Dark...]
fuantei na kodou chishiryou ni mitanai kairaku to kaihou [Believed in You...]
I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming... Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... sukui nado mou koyashinai Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell) ore wa sonzai wo doko ka ni sutete be going to Life...
kusaru suna wo kamu kunou no hibi mitasare tarinai...
I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming... Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... ki magire ni hakisuteru nara Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell) ore wo fuyukai ni awaremu ga ii Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell) koko wa muchitsujo na kizu darake no Garden Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell) semete taeru made okashi tsuzukete be going to Die...
A lie is piled up in order to hide a lie...
I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming... Fake... Bite... Vice... Blame Voice... ki magire ni hakisuteru nara Days...(yell) I wanna die...(yell)]]>Wed, 16 May 2007 10:54:53 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=10755In vain...
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor)love and hate myself. An overflowing avarice
Although it is not perfect... ore wo KARAKARA warau1 I envy your perfection... Just let me be... no dirty tricks
xxxx xxx... xxx xxx... Nobody can fill my ego. Nobody can violate me. Nobody can do my style. Therefore... I say...
mukankaku ni... bara make tane wo tsuki ni noboru EGO2 no kairaku nee kimi no yurikago de yurashite kirei na prostitute
love and hate myself. There're anger senses love and hate myself. An overflowing idea
Although it is not perfect... ore wo KARAKARA warau1 I envy your honesty. Don't look at my face
Nobody can fill my ego. Nobody can violate me. Nobody can do my style. Therefore... so...
yoru... kimi to tokeau tsuki wo suberu kanzen na koui nee kuchi no yurikago de nurashite ore dake no prostitute
I will domxxatx your fuckxx ass with xex. Sex mixxt be the only thing xxat I can domxxatx with. what the fxxk]]>Wed, 16 May 2007 10:40:49 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=10376A little history of Linkin Park
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor) In 1996 MC/vocalist Mike Shinoda and guitarist Brad Delson were graduating from the California high school they attended together.
Up until that point Delson had been in a band called Relative Degree. After graduating Delson invited Shinoda to form a new band, with Relative Degree band mate Rob Bourdon serving as drummer. Shinoda agreed and soon the trio formed a band called SuperXero.
SuperXero continued to evolve while the band members attended college. While attending art college Shinoda met and befriended DJ Joseph Hahn. While taking classes at UCLA Delson became close friends with room mate and bass player Dave Farrell. Farrell and Hahn would both join the band, expanding the sound of the group which shortened its name to simply "Xero".
Vocalist Mark Wakefield joined as lead vocalist and the group recorded their first self-titled EP.
While the band was still struggling to get]]>Sun, 06 May 2007 11:20:55 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=10375Pushing me Away
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor)The same way that I always do This is / the last smile That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down The sacrifice of hiding in a lie Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away I’ve tried / like you To do everything you wanted too This is / the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down The sacrifice of hiding in a lie Everything has to end / you’ll soon find we’re out of time left / to watch it all unwind The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see you]]>Sun, 06 May 2007 11:19:34 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=10374In The End
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor)(It starts with) One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It’s so unreal Didn’t look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know Wasted it all just to Watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter
One thing / I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme To remind myself how I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering a]]>Sun, 06 May 2007 11:17:12 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=10373Carousel
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor)Her secret disguised behind the lies And at night she cries away her pride With eyes shut tight staring at her inside All her friends know why she can't sleep at night All her family asking is she alright All she wants to do is get rid of this hell Well all she's got to do is stop kiddin herself She can only fool herself for so long She can only fool herself for so long She can only fool herself for so long I'm too weak to face me (She can only fool herself)
I never know just why you run so far away far away from me I never know just why you run so far away far away from me
When it comes to how to live his life he can't be told Says he got everything under control Thinks he knows he's not a problem he's stuck with But in reality it would be a problem to just quit An addict and he can't hold the reigns The pain is worse cause his friends have it the same Tries to slow down the problem he's got But can't get off the c]]>Sun, 06 May 2007 11:16:07 +0300http://irc.lv/blogs?id=10372Part of Me
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irc@irc.lv (DJ_Spor)Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Can’t live without it so it’s senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole Take control of my life And wash out all the burnt taste I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me Heard of me the routine scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now I’m sick of this I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away on my sanity I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me
Cut myself free willingly Stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free willingly Stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free willingly Stop just what’s killing me
Cut myself free willingly Stop just what’s killing me
I feel it everyday I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside Swallowing me
It can’t be frightening if you’ve nev]]>Sun, 06 May 2007 11:09:46 +0300