http://irc.lv/blogs?lang=&nick=YugiSan IRC.LV - (YugiSan) http://irc.lv/images/irc-logo-2.gif http://irc.lv/blogs?lang=&nick=YugiSan Sat, 19 Jan 2008 22:40:53 +0200 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=19528 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=19528 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) i see 13 butterflys flying around you...
every one of them reminds me of the great time we had...
but time has passed..and things had changed...
and now all things get worse..
and all butterflys changed their color..
now they bleed blaCk...
crying and screaming out all the pain...
but you cant see and hear them...
beCause..you let our love die...
and forgot me...
and now..my heart bleeds...
bleeds with my imaginary 13 black butterflys....]]> Sat, 19 Jan 2008 22:40:53 +0200 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=19343 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=19343 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) I'm not brainsick..I'm just different..!!
]]> Tue, 15 Jan 2008 20:32:03 +0200 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=19147 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=19147 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) so..as allways..i can say my life is useless...
but who cares..i live for people who hate me..
and its ok..its ok that they hurt me all the time..
all what they say..its just another lie..
but i dont care..anymore..
maybe in the begining...
but now..it nothing special for me..
do you know..that people like to lie...?!
and some..or most of them..try to be what they are not..!!
i think it their own problem..own fault..!!
so i could say that i dont care about them..
but..it isnt..i care for other people...
i care for them more than for my self...
i could secrifise my life for them...
because..i know many people realy dont know..
and dont realise..that im realy sick..
because i allways smile..
i just hide my pain..
so they dont need to care about me..
i know..im strong..and i can get over it..
i can get over all theas pains..and diseases..and other thing..
ok..this is it for today..maybe some other time s]]> Fri, 11 Jan 2008 11:44:15 +0200 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=19146 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=19146 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) thx you for this damn pain..
now i dont know how to esCape theas sCars..
this damn diseas is so fuCked up..
i hope you feel great now..
if not..?!
why..?!
you fuCked up my life..
giving me this pain..
and taking all good thing away from me..
now you dont realize what is going on..
maybe some day..
i hope..
you will understand how i feel...
how i felt all the time..
and now im on my knees..
no..i think im lying on the ground..
hoping that some one will help me..
but..who will help me..!?
who will save me..?!
Im all alone..now..
and i think i allways was alone..
all theas feeling..
friends and memories was just a joke..
beCause you betrayed me...
all the time i tryed to get some friends...
but now..i dont have any at all...
i pray that i will survive this pain..
and time will cure all theas damn sCars on my hand..
but if not..its ok...
it will be a memory..from you..
i hope i could die now...
but no..i will live..
beCause you hate me..
and y]]> Fri, 11 Jan 2008 11:43:39 +0200 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=17160 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=17160 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) Pēdējais mohikānis
Tu vislabāk jūties, kad esi viens un vari darīt, ko pats vēlies. Tevi neinteresē apkārtējo viedoklis un tas vai kāds vispār ir tev apkārt. Arī savu viedokli tu apkārtējiem neizpaud, vienkārši izdari, ko pats vēlies un uzskati par nepieciešamu. Reizēm cilvēki izraisa tevī nepatiku, tu nevēlies viņus satikt. Tomēr varbūt ir vērts iepazīties vairāk ar kādu no cilvēkiem un gūt jaunus iespaidus, atziņas. Ilgstoša vientulība nav zāles interesantai dzīvei.
Risks kļūt atkarīgam Tavs vislielākais risks varētu būt aizraušanās ar datoriem. Fantāzijas un virtuālā vide reizēm nomāc realitātes sajūtu, aizmirstot par šo dzīvi, kurā ir tikpat daudz piedzīvojumu kā fantāzijās. Bet ir iespēja, ka tu varētu aizrauties ar kādu no atkarības vielām, lai pārējie liek tevi mierā un tu varētu aizmirst nesaskaņas ar apkārtējiem, vēsās attiecības vai attiecību trūkumu vispār.
Tavi aizsargfaktori Tevi interesē lietas, kura]]> Tue, 20 Nov 2007 20:27:20 +0200 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=16979 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=16979 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) sooner or later..every thing ends...
just like it should..because now...
is only meant to be now..
and this moment is so precious...]]> Sat, 17 Nov 2007 01:35:12 +0200 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14712 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14712 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:27:50 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14711 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14711 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) ]]> Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:27:28 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14710 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14710 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan)
Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.

Suicide (100%)
Disappear (93%)
Bomb (73%)
Accident (60%)
Stabbed (53%)
Suffocated (53%)
Natural Causes (47%)
Drowning (47%)
Poison (40%)
Eaten (40%)
Disease (33%)
Gunshot (27%)
Cut Throat (13%) ]]> Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:25:30 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14709 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14709 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) ]]> Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:24:51 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14708 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14708 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) And Try To Think..
Think About Everything..
Everything What Happened..
And What Will Happen..
In Your Life...
The Time Has Come..
To Start Think About This Things...]]> Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:24:02 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14707 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14707 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) ]]> Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:22:56 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14706 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14706 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) ]]> Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:22:29 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14705 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14705 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:21:56 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14704 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14704 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) and then..fall down into the deep dark clif gully to die..!!! ]]> Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:20:14 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14703 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14703 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:18:55 +0300 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14702 http://irc.lv/blogs?id=14702 irc@irc.lv (YugiSan) For living..
For working..
And for falling in love ..
I wonder how many faces I have..?
And which one is the real me..?]]> Wed, 26 Sep 2007 20:18:32 +0300