"Deep"

I don’t understand what is going on,
All what I know is that something is wrong.
Every day gets more boring than the previous one,
How I wish this feeling soon would be gone…

I come back home and what do I do?
Nothing. That’s right I do nothing.
For the past few weeks it has been
Like the usual every day routine.

Nothing seems to amuse me so far,
Now it looks like a brand new scar.
That will stay there forever and hurt,
At least maybe until I hit the dirt.

Got to do something about it…
It starts to scare me a lot,
That soon I will go crazy or lose my mind,
There has to be something I can find!!!

But all what I do is think how boring it would be,
That if I find it and it won’t amuse me.
Then it would start all over again.
Praise the God and say amen…

It has gone so far that now I don’t give a shit…
I think there was someone who let the fire lit,
But time goes on and the world is moving,
And am standing blind and something proving…

To you who know it all… who made me cold,
And I will say it once more as I have told
I will find my own way to make this world better
Rather those would be magical powers or a letter

With this poem of mine, which will make the world sparkle and shine.



"Attitude"

Everyone has his own attitude to life,
Someone is up for the fight or strife,
Someone thinks that it’s a game,
Someone wants power or fame.

All what I want is just to know,
Is there somebody else ready for the flow?
Will there be someone that will stand by my side?
Someone who will overwhelm my pride…

Someone who I’ll have to love and care…
Someone who will take it fair,
That if one day I fail and fall…
I wouldn’t want see anybody else but her…

Just with one look of her crystal eyes
Would wash away all my sins and lies,
Just with one touch of her pure hand
Would let me dive or land.

To the endless sea of my thoughts
About the world standing by her side.
Always loving and taking care
Always going forwards for the dare.

With all these words I would like to say
If you are there, somewhere far away
You should know, there will always be an empty space in my heart
For all your love just for the start.

“I know that nothing could tear us apart, cause there’s love in our heart”