“Obstinacy”

Since when your life started to pinch on you?
What does it make so difficult to you
Just to open your heart and let it all out?
You can just scream or shout.

But that’s not the important thing,
What stops you from making the important fling?
Of telling what’s your problem or what is wrong?
Does it really matter to yourself that strong?

Could you please tell it once what is suffocating you…
I don’t care are those lies or it’s totally true,
The important thing is that you tell it to someone who cares,
And maybe that someone will understand your despairs.

But you still keep it to yourself, like a greedy bitch.
Not even trying to let it out, just giving it a pitch.
I know if could just tell it to me,
It would all might become much more clearly.

But No! You start to argue with me,
And this is what throws me in to fury.
It really pisses me off, I hate it a lot,
At that moment I would give anything for the shot.

At the end we go each our separate ways,
And I still keep wondering about those days.
That it could be different, with a different view.
Without the fights and with something new.

We could solve your problems for you.
But it will never happen, not with you.
Not with the way you keep your attitude.
Not until you start a new prelude, not until you change your mood.